Friday, March 5, 2010

Great life

Everything happened in a second. Now I'm having a wonderful life with the greatest people on earth.. Kick away and push away all the pain and tears.. and I'll be with you for the rest of my life.. The previous was no longer in mind.. You're my enemy now.. Dun you dare to bother.. You deserved that and me either deserved what i got now. Everything I give it to you,God. Show me the way,the right path.

Friday, January 29, 2010

wat r this feeling????

It's been so long I didn't touch bout this page..
Suddenly feel like wanna saying something, it was good to express something on the paper if you dun have anyone that could be the best listener..
Honestly speaking, i miss everything that have had ever became a part of my life..
I dun care who they are, how they hurts me.. but really miss the moments.. the sweet and bitter..
I've been through it, only the tears became my company..
Now I'm not sure bout everything in the future but I'm going straight ahead the straight line..
Whatever comes, take it as a challenges for me to survive till the end.. If I lose it doesn't mean that i can't get up..
So far I'm happy with what people called it LIFE..
But sometimes i do feel like wanna DIE..
GOD, please guide me..
I'm not afraid being hated by people but YOU..

p/s: I just can't wait to finished my studies and get a job to survive for my family..
I'm gonna be the best daughter that you ever had..

Wednesday, December 23, 2009


so far .. i'm so happy with all these people around me now..
thanks for everything..
i'm having a better life now..

Melisa Desiana..

Monday, November 23, 2009


new semester...
so far,having a fabulous day with frens..
but a gloomy day with someone else..
but that will not gonna ruined my day anymore..
cuz u n me no more.....
God, keep guiding me to be a better person..
stay close to you, is the best way that i ever did..

Sunday, October 18, 2009

clean my steps..

i'm going to fly high across the south china sea..
could you please clean and wipe all the steps that i left here..
i'll be back soon with a different steps..
different heart..
but still a real ME..

Friday, October 16, 2009


i can't wait for the release..
someone bought the "illegal" dvd for me n i've watched this..
bring your "boys" and "bite" them in cinema on this 29th oct..

Thursday, October 15, 2009