clean my steps..

i'm going to fly high across the south china sea..
tomorrow..
could you please clean and wipe all the steps that i left here..
i'll be back soon with a different steps..
different heart..
but still a real ME..

IMPATIENT

i can't wait for the release..
someone bought the "illegal" dvd for me n i've watched this..
fuuuhhhhh...
bring your "boys" and "bite" them in cinema on this 29th oct..

MY NEW ADDICTION

CHECK THIS OUT PEOPLE!!!

http://melisadesiana.tumblr.com/

One mission complete

went for movie just now..
like it very much..

"this isn't a love story
this is a story bout love.."

next mission this weekend..
sorority raw

SEM BREAK!!

finally, it's a holiday..
i'll go back to sabah soon..
can't wait to meet my family..
things i wish i could do during this holiday:
- nak pegi fraser hill
- g jalan2 with epul n the gang, plan nak g langkawi knon
- nak tgk sumer movie2 yg best
(especially Jennifer's body, 500 days of summer, meatball n sorority raw)
-makan makanan yg xleh dapat kat semenanjung ni..
(eh, lupa kne diet,mkn sikit jee..heee~~)
- nak diet of course g jogging n aerobik dgn sis' lg..
(yeeaaahhh, excited!!!)

tu je kot yg lain x tfikir lg..
eh lupa... for sure nak pegi terengganu sgt2!!!

HAPPY HOLIDAY EVERYONE!!!

the never end story..

aku pun tak tau nak ckp cmna sbnr nya..
apa yg ada dlm kepala otak aku lately ni..aku sendiri confuse..
klu kita dah syg kat org tu..kita sggup bt apa sja utk tgk org tu bahagia kan..
tp dia selalu d belenggu dgn kisah silam ktorg yg mmg menyatakan semua tu salah aku..
tp semua org mampu berubah,aku dah berubah..
aku sedar selama ni aku bodoh,aku x nmpk dia yg syg aku sgt2..
aku dah balik dgn dia tp knapa aku harus d seksa..
aku tau dulu dia terseksa..
aku redha n terima semua yg dia nak buat kat aku supaya aku rasa penderitaan dia dulu..
tp tak cukup lagi ka???
dia selalu tnya..
"kenapa balik dgn dia???"
sbb.. aku ikut kata hati.. aku syg kamoo, walaupun kamoo dah tak syg aku mcm dulu..
harus kah aku terseksa lagi setiap kali dia ungkit pasal kisah dulu..
walaupun sisa2 yg tinggal kdg2 terlihat..
aku ttp akan d persalahkan.. aku ttp akan rasa terseksa,,
tak boleh ka kisah silam dulu di buang jauh..
harus kah aku terus kan..
atau..
aku lepaskan?????